i wanna puke

Di twitter timeline penuh dengan berita tentang penyerbuan fpi terhadap pelaksanaan Q film fest. Mereka menuntut agar acara tersebut dihentikan karna bisa merusak moral anak bangsa. Aduh kok ya hari gini masih aja otak otak kayak gitu ya?

Where did all the education go?

Thankiss Betty!!

ugly betty!!!!
finaly i wrap watching this tv series :(
am so sad to know that it's the final season of ugly betty, honestly am not really interested for the begining season, but since i watched the 2nd season i heart this tv series..

thanks to MrTvoreo to upload the season4 for finale of ugly betty.
The series revolves around the character Betty Suarez and is based on the Colombian telenovela Yo soy Betty, la fea, which was created by Fernando Gaitán, i've been watched the colombian version and still i heart the american version.
i cried like a baby for this season finalee ;(
like a family of mine... thanks betty, u've gave me a lot of inspiration & smile

and my favorite dialogs from the season finalee...

Ignacio: "I want my daughters and my grandson to live their lives the way they want"

Wilhelmina:"I never thought I'd say this, but you have big balls Betty Suarez."
Betty: "That is the nicest thing you said to me."

Betty: "I don't know what road I am on, but it is totally new"

Mandy: "Look out skinny bitches! I don't care who sits here! this big old doughnut will always be mine!! ..... and holston

Spencer: "i forbid you see that boy!"
Mandy: "what boy?"
Spencer: "i don't know just felt like a fatherly thing to say"
Mandy: "oh well in that case i hate u daddy"

right to the right

Many people lost their rights obviously by mayor in the names of rules.
Can't do anything but crying like kids lost his lolipop by his elder.
So where all the human rights gone?

Question ?

Do u ever on the situation when you're being forced to do something you're not in to?
How does it feel...
Does life give us a right to choose of what we favor on?
Like a seafish on a lake what it could be?

Apology

Since i publish 'ash ash ash' issue, there are a reason for me to say my big apology for my bad and rude words, here are my sorry because of my sensitivity i was so mean to some people whose actualy love n care bout me.. I hurt their heart, even i dont mean to be mean but still it's my fault i am sorry, i apology..

But since it's the place where i'm telling what i'm feeling at the time, i won't change or erase anything, i just unpublished it (than i get sue & banned like what happened on PBI *NoOffense) & let it be on my draft be the record of my negativity so that one day when re read it, i my self can see when emotion talk think twice it can be so mean & rude, you can get release but there are nothing to get solve

Being Different

I have no idea why it is hard of being different in a comunity, people would think that u can't blend with them and start to blaming u coz of ur differences, they might think that the present of u have created a gradient and could split up d solid group.

I remember when my lecturer told me that our people is hard to accept something out of d box, something new, something different, something change, red is red no marroon nor wine, black is black no grey nor navy.
The minor is equal of Mocking, synical, sarchasm, judgement and mayor equal take the lead of the minor.
But let we saw to the nurture of human being it self, does God create d uniqueness within on each individual of human being life? So that each individu will not be the same they have their own uniqueness they all different.. Thats what we call Individual differences.

Accepting with full of respect and apreciate the existense of other people in whole of his differencess will create a gorgeous gradient, like we see rainbow in d sky..

morning breeze

Good morning...
everyone become so silence here, no one to talk to, that would be so oke, i don't need waste my voice so...
i hope i can pass one more day at this place called hell parent house as well and happy as i can..


people are always talking & thinking the bad from you.. don't matter at all, the one who's know you well is your self so just face it up

splash splash splash splash splash

If you don't like just move to other page
If you don't like just kick it, throw it away
If you don't like just sell it, or give it away
if you don't like just burn it, bury it
If you don't like just click unfollow block it
If you don't like just remove it
If you don't like just DELETE IT!

so if you don't like just DON'T

what if i like?
another story to tell

my turn for defying gravity

Glee! am i late to talk about this tv series now? well i won't talk bout then :p
i heart many songs on it, one is "Defying Gravity" The song was performed In the episode "Wheels", when Kurt and Rachel take audition to perform this song, with Rachel ultimately winning, after Kurt purposely misses the high F out of concern for his father being harassed about his son's sexual orientation. Kurt tells his father, "I love you more than I love being a star."

this song originaly sung by Idina Menzel and Kristin Chenoweth for Musical Wicked, and the remix was also become anthem at the 2007 Gay Pride Parade and Festival in Los Angeles

here the lyrics:

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And never bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!