tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72623922679875763272024-03-21T07:21:45.632-07:00Kamar Tante GadisTante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.comBlogger147125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-40979684191966762732015-03-29T00:03:00.001-07:002015-03-29T00:03:23.510-07:00I LOVE YOGAGw udah pernah cerita kan ya kalau sekarang gw lagi seneng banget sama yang namanya Yoga, dia bukan tetangga sebelah rumah kok.<br />
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Gw mulai ikutan kelas yoga dari sekitar bulan April 2014 lalu, dulu masuk kelas yang ngajar mas Decky namanya, mindik mindik masuk kelasnya dan masih asing banget ga tau harus ngapain. Pertama ikutan kelas yoga itu gw ngerasa enak banget gerakannya dan kita selalu diingetin untuk ga maksain tubuh kita, kalau emang kita mampunya B ya B lah ga usah dipaksain sampai D, nanti suatu saat bila waktu nya tepat dan selalu latihan kita bisa kok sampai ke D.<br />
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Sampai sekarang gw masih rutin ikut kelas yoga, setelah mas Decky ga lagi ngajar di studio teras kota, gw ketemu sama guru-guru yang emang enak ngajarnya dan ga pelit berbagi ilmu.<br />
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Biasanya yang rutin gw ikutin kelas sabtu sore sama minggu pagi, kalau hari kerja kayaknya ga bisa soalnya makin hari makin macet aja tolnya, dari kantor jam 5, sampai bsd udah sampe jam 7, kelas yoga udah dimulai, :(<br />
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Hari minggu ini gw belajar assana atau gerakan yang lebih fokus di back bend, enak banget buat tulang belakang. Selesai latihan, guru gw kasih pesan untuk selalu fokus, selalu confident dan selalu perhatikan napas, kadang dalam beryoga karena kita udah hapal atau mampu gerakannya kita jadi sombong, kita jadi ga mau denger dulu instruksinya atau cuma mau tampil aja, itu bukan yoga, yoga itu dimana kita harus melatih untuk bisa merendahkan diri kita, pasrah pada alam semesta, fokus, bernapas. Hari ini gw juga diingatkan untuk tidak memikirkan dan mengkhawatirkan apa yang akan terjadi nanti, present is a gift so enjoy, selalu juga gw diingatkan untuk bersyukur. Iya bersyukur maka kita akan selalu bahagia, tidak perlu khawatir akan apa yang akan terjadi nanti. <br />
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I do love yoga dan ga pernah bosan buat ngelakuinnya, setiap latihan ada aja pengalaman yang didapat. <br />
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Namaste Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-7313139278133543052015-01-10T04:37:00.002-08:002015-01-10T04:37:52.963-08:00Happy New Year 2015Happy new year 2015 guys, girls, gays...<br />
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10 days after new year party, hows life going then?<br />
Masih pada seger mungkin ya buat ngejalanin resolusi yang udah disusun sebelum malam pergantian tahun baru.<br />
well... for me many things happened in 2014, salah satu yang sangat memberikan pelajaran buat gw adalah ketika bokap ninggalin gw buat selamanya, I love you dad!<br />
Gw benar-benar diingatkan bahwa hidup gw ada limitnya, gw pasti juga akan meninggalkan dunia ini. Gw jadi berpikir buat apa ya jadi sombong, angkuh, ambisius, iri, dengki, dll toh pada akhirnya kita akan meninggalkan dunia ini .. so im gonna live like tomorrow doesnt exist (kalo kata sia di chandelier)<br />
Untuk tahun 2015 ini, yang terutama adalah gw pengen selalu nyenengin nyokap. Yang kedua gw harus kembali melihat ke diri gw sendiri apa sih sebenernya yang gw pengin dalam hidup. Gw udah membulatkan tekad untuk ambil kursus barber, yes di awal tahun ini tanpa ninggalin kerjaan gw yang sekarang. I love what im doing right now as recruiter. Tapi gw pikir gw juga boleh buat belajar banyak hal di luar dari pekerjaan yang baru 2 tahun 5 bulan ini gw lakonin.<br />
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so... happy new year !!Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-83245144662680578752014-03-15T22:58:00.000-07:002014-03-15T22:58:14.469-07:00Do you need some out in public experience?Dear bitches wuzzapp!<br />
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What i love from weekend is sitting in coffee shop, listening to music, a cup of coffee, cigar, and hot stud who seliweran at this coffee shop, there are no tasks, politics, or whatsoever i met on monday to friday, im like free!<br />
So i start this sunday morning on yoga studio, having a gentle yoga, freaking gentle yoga stretching my ligament, it feels fucking hurt!! but at the end it feels so much relaxing... just like another day after yoga session for finishing touch i went to sauna, more than 6 mos joining this gym club this is the first time there a hot stud came to me and start a convo, well it just a normal convo at the beginning but then this guy is start to seduce me and ask me to "go" out in public, it's like Whaaat??<br />
ah damn, boys are always be boys, they need what called as adrenalin genital experience.<br />
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Well lesson learn, i found my self still attractive here, i guess im out of the market but the fact tell different today :)).<br />
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Cheers for life!Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-26280464428085423932014-01-31T21:15:00.001-08:002014-01-31T21:15:43.459-08:00homo homini lupusHellow world!<br />
Bulan ini bener-bener deh ujan terus ga berenti-berenti... ya berenti sebentar terus ujan lagi.. banjir? pasti...<br />
gw emang lebih suka panas terik dibandingkan dengan ujan! ga tau kenapa, tapi kalau ujan itu jadi lembab udaranya, trus dingin.. sini kan masih jomblo ya x)) korelasinya sangat kuat antara curah hujan dengan kesendirian yang mengakibatkan bete sepanjang hari!<br />
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anyway, hari ini tapi matahari nya lumayan oke, pagi di hari sabtu ada sinar matahari itu suatu berkah! jadilah gw langsung capcuz ke gym, niatnya yoga tapi telat 5 menit kelas udah running dan ga kebagian tempat... ibu ibu ini pada cepet banget sih datengnya! akhirnya 35 menit di treadmill latian alat bentar ditutup sama sauna dan sekarang nangkring cantik di salah satu coffee shop langganan... it feels like my second home! heaven!<br />
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Entah karena sudah terbiasa sendiri, gw ga masalah sama sekali berjam jam duduk disini sendirian, gw bisa bebas mikirin apa aja yang gw mau, ngeliat apa aja yang gw suka, browsing apa aja yang gw pengen, it feels like i have a quality time for my self... Emang perlu ya menurut gw, besides quality time with besties we do really need quality time for our self, to pampering body and soul.. halah gw bisa aja bilang kayak gini soalnya gw kan emang jomblo hahahaha... forget it it just my bullshit :))<br />
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Kemaren di kantor salah satu temen resign after more than 5 years working, me my self hate farewell, gw juga bisa ngerasain apa yang temen gw rasain itu setelah lamaaa banget berkarir di kantor gw yang sekarang, gw berpikir "ah gonna be tears and gloom today" but the reality is there were no tears! yang gw liat malah temen-temen yang lain bersikap biasa aja hmmmm seperti cuek? ignorance? gw ga ngerti ya apa yang mereka pikirin dan rasain... kemaren sih bertempatan dengan meeting di divisi gw, bos gw cuma nanya "tau ga ini apa? " - nunjuk ke cake box yang dikasih temen gw sebagai tanda perpisahan.. melihat dari tatapan bos gw, gw cuma batin "you know what is that..."<br />
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terlepas dari masalah apa yang menjadi latar belakang dia resign, gw kehilangan sense of sympathy, i dont know am i rite or wrong but i just dont feel it anymore from my environment, people here just like ... oh dear...<br />
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gw semakin bingung dibalik semua kebaikan dan senyum disekitar gw, apakah itu tulus atau....<br />
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gw jadi inget di pelajaran filsafat, "manusia adalah serigala bagi manusia lainnya"<br />
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so we are counting down to the new year, ga berasa ya bok 2013 udah dilaluin dengan segala rutinitas yang ada, pekerjaan, persahabatan, pergebetan yang ga sampe sampe jadi pacar, one night stand with stranger, broken heart, laugh and tears... ah all of that stuff just make us become stronger right?<br />
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im starting to list down my wishes or bahasa kerennya new year resolution for 2014.. while im getting old i need to prepare my future seriously... i dont want to focus on "searching for mr.right" anymore. so please remind me if i feel so blue because of my single status hahaha.. f!<br />
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focus on work and how to get me back on my shape is way more important i think..<br />
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so happy listing down your resolution for 2014.. remember a new year means welcoming new age and fucking wringkles hahahaha<br />
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Been there done that shit like whole of my life. What he did to me, bring back my memories to school environment where kids still haven't got any knowledge about how to treat and respect another. </div>
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as i remember there's this word of life "treating others the way you want to be treated"</div>
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Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-27428863732489688272013-09-11T02:40:00.000-07:002013-09-11T02:40:14.228-07:00Evening Tears<div style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px 10px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I am waiting as the time goes by<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I think of you with every breath I take<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />You're all I see in everything<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna hold you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna kiss you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna love you all my life<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want you here forever right here by my side<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: magenta;">All the fears you feel inside<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />And all the tears you've cried<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />They're ending right here<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I'll heal your hardened soul<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I'll keep you oh so close<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Don’t worry; I'll never let you go<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />You're all I need<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />You're everything</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna hold you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna kiss you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna love you all my life<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want you here forever right here by my side<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />No one else would ever do<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I've got a stubborn heart for you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Call me crazy but it's true<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I love you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />You're all I need<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna hold you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna kiss you<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I just wanna love you all my life<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it<br style="border: 0px none; font-size: 1em; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want you here forever right here by my side</div>
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If you read this, where ever you are even ur in heaven or hell maybe... i miss you really much</div>
Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-17554727950110082002013-08-31T07:55:00.000-07:002013-08-31T07:55:06.395-07:00bla bla blaHappy Weekend my dear...<br />
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How's life treat you? Been a week after quite busy working days, finally touch down the weekend...<br />
I'm trying this coffee shop near my house, hmm quite cozy, but maybe the smoking area is very very deserted, kinda lonesome there... so after finished my 4th cigar i went down for the lil bit crowd on lower ground.. Well at least there're 5 people here with the baristas. Duh gw jadi pengen buka Cafe deeeh kalo gini.. Cafe yang homy trus nuansa oldies gitu yah jadi kayak Our's Cafe dulu jaman di Semarang, trus gw tambahin salon or maybe spa<br />
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anyway i start doing yoga since last week, i attended twice last week and i feel bliss... I dont know much about Yoga, but like i said, i feel bliss, so calm, relax, and get what i think my body need... I join the Hatha Yoga twice and curious about more class<br />
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i Visited this site <a href="http://www.poweryoga.com/power-yoga-basics/">http://www.poweryoga.com/power-yoga-basics/</a> it says<br />
"<span style="background-color: black; color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">The fact is, we're all different: different faces, shapes, sizes, personalities, etc.... We all shouldn't have and can't have the same bodies. Our life experiences and genetic dispositions make us differe</span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">nt</span><span style="color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">. </span></span><span style="background-color: magenta; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;"><span style="color: white;">Real health and vitality comes when we stop comparing and competing with each other, and start listening to the voice within that tells us what we need. We don't need to have the "best body;" we need to have our own body</span></span><span style="background-color: magenta; color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">.</span><span style="background-color: black; color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;"> </span><span style="color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;"><span style="background-color: black;">By turning off the controlling mind, we can finally listen to the innate wisdom that waits to be heard</span></span><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">.</span><span style="color: #585f66; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 30px;">"</span></span><br />
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Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-38741024397993905592013-08-09T09:01:00.000-07:002013-08-09T09:01:06.293-07:00treadmill makes me happy! (man makes me happier)Who loves to take an exercise rise your hands up! <div>
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I just came home from taking an hours at gym while actually i have some flue, but you know dear i feel way so happy and my body feels like much better, i believe tomorrow after my beauty sleep i will be healed from this virus. </div>
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Screening around to the floor i caught this guy, hmmm 20 something i guess, this koko brondong unyu have very ideal (for me) lean body mass.. when my eyes meet his eyes, i look from head to toe and it's just "uhuy" moment for me.... i'm melting! oh no i just remember, i ever met this koko before at locker room, his locker is right beside mine and i dont think i was into him that time, i dont know maybe dia belom pasang susuk pada saat gw ketemu di locker room :p</div>
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that's a quote from my friend on path... yeah i'm addicted to path now, since we know friendster, facebook, twitter now here comes path, i dont know what next will be the boom on socmed.. anyway back on the quote, i'm laugh and happy when i read that "... cuma Anjing yang doyan tulang" implicit something rite? :p<br />
i am proud to have lemak on my body! :))<br />
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Been there done that, from 98 kilos to 60 now im 86 that's the number of my F weight for 26 years i live in this cruel yet so beautiful world. The process of losing weight is so torturing kinda tired to tell how i reach 60 from 98, but lemme tell you something that environment is holding very huge-psychological impact (unconsciously) to push me losing my weight (that time) so i can reach the 60. In other side gaining weight is so joyful moment, without target nor pressure just eat what you wanna eat, freely, happily and voila im 86 :))<br />
like i've told before that environment is holding the very huge role, it start bugging me again. lots of joke, lots of cynical glimpse.. i was okey at first, like who cares, i still have an F, we chubb people absolutely got market, know Growlr application? LOL... but then i realized<span style="color: magenta;"> i HAVE NO FIT SHIRT</span> - <span style="color: blue;">MY HOT PANTS JUST DONT FIT ANYMORE</span> which means <span style="color: red;">ITS A WORLD DISASTER!</span> so this one day at office when i met a user, i came into his office, sit on a chair, listened what he said and i feel "Engeb" (couldn't breath easily) and i could't get what my user said and asked me. when i walked out from his place, i decided to back on the right track, i need an exorcism for every over appetite that seduce me so i always come into the very delicious yummy fatty food over and over again.<br />
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I came to the gym after office hours around 7 pm start with changing the shirt, and put my running shoes on and then walk pretentiously to the treadmill lol... treadmill makes me happy! <i><span style="color: magenta;">(but man makes me happier) </span></i>hahaha... 45 minutes on treadmill, some butt exercise, do the sit up, and then back on treadmill for 15 mnts.<br />
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I challenge my self to be more healthier and sexier, 68 with sexy butt by the end of 2013<br />
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Yes I canTante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-7108093990343753952013-08-03T02:28:00.000-07:002013-08-03T02:28:15.529-07:00a Hello Hellow BlogWorld how you doin'? hope life treat us very well...<br />
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Been a year work at new place after the pharmacy industry, it's a lovely environment they accept me just the way i am with all my uniqueness.. kinda enjoy my job but still there always up and down. lot of assignment over me, i should find many candidates and offer them to the user... Damn how could i found the best one for another if i couldnt found just one for my self. But as i told i kinda enjoy it, i love meet new people, experienced or fresh graduate, interview them (i prefer to call it chit chat to interview). Always got something from them, and errtime i saw their eyes i saw Hope. Yes Hope just the same with me when i was on their position as a job seeker. Well i will wrote a lot about them on my next posty.<br />
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Oiya now im on diet programme since i lost control on my weight and it reach 80 something kilos now (yes shit happen dude!). Disaster. well i dont want to make it stressful, the aim isn't to make it slim to zero size, the main purpose is to become healthier than before (I lie) the main purpose is to find my future husband and find the way to live happily ever after. FinTante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-83760376118970150692013-04-14T07:31:00.002-07:002013-04-14T07:31:12.772-07:00It Takes Two To TangoThis evening i met big guy in denial and he said <i><span style="color: blue;">"better to have fuck than a relationship"</span></i><br />
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So i start my weekend on saturday by slept all day long, got more than satisfied but when i awake i felt loosing something.. i should get more than just slept all day, i should go outside, meet some friends, or maybe make love lol... but i take the positive side, well my sexy body need to get maximum rest time on saturday.</div>
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Here we go sunday, last day on weekend, dont wanna wasted it so i awake, jump from my bed, and asked my mom where did she keep all d ingredients to bake a cake. Yes im gonna bake a cake!! </div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #ea9999; color: purple;">"i<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 17px;">f he is gone after had sex, it means he's not truly into you. Just forget it."</span></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #073763;">"What's wrong with pure and uninhibited sexual pleasure? Why always complicate matters with such trivial things as "dreaming of a hubby and a man who truly understands me" when the fact of the matter is, that we're all much better off alone.."</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">Well... Status dari teman gw itu mengingatkan pada film<i> <span style="color: #d9d2e9;">he's not that into you</span>, </i>yang juga bilang<i> <span style="color: #b4a7d6;">"if he's never call you back since the day you had sex with him, he's not into you!"</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">buat gw pribadi butuh waktu buat nerima kenyataan bahwa "yaudahlah cong, dia ga demen ama lo, get over it! move on!" dan sepertinya gw udah mulai terbiasa dengan itu, so if someone never call me back after we met, adioos amigoos *lambai tangan putri indonesia*</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">Cong dan Pere mungkin punya perasaan yang hampir sama, kita akan selalu merasa bahwa we absolutely want more and need more than just a one night stand! There's a chance of every one night stand to finally meet a right man, mr.right, mr. destiny, mr. my hubby soon to be!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">Tapi ternyata tidak demikian dengan apa yang dipikirkan oleh laki-laki.. One night stand is just one night stand, it's just a sexual pleasure, after i cum i feel happy and then bye, i dont want u more, i will seek another challenge. </span></span></div>
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Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-13467449269754430432013-03-02T00:12:00.000-08:002013-03-02T00:12:16.221-08:00aku dalam proses taaruf<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"Ceceu... ekke ada kabar berita buat yey.."</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"Apaan sih?"</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"Ini masalah hidup mati lo, masalah masa depan lo!"</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"yaolooooh teteeeh mabok lo ya? apaaaan?</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"ekke mau ngejodohin lo !!!..."</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">-staight face-lalu tertawa terpingkalpingkal-</span><br />
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Weekend ini harusnya gw ada "date" sama seseorang yang bakal dikenalin sama sahabat gw dari kantor lama, duh ceritanya sahabat gw itu mau ngejodohin gw ama temen dari temennya dia, dalam perjodohan ini gw sama sekali belum dikasih nomer hp ataupun pin bb, gw jadi merasa sedang berada pada proses taaruf deh... tapi karena masih rempong tuh cowo yang mau dijodohin ke gw jadi hari ini proses pertemuan pun gagal.<br />
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<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"Maaf ya ceceu... kata temen gw si dia lagi rempong banget, jadi buat ketemuannya dipending dulu yaaa... duh susah amat yak ngawinin orang!"</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #3d85c6;">"Ya teteh ga apa-apa, kalau emang jodoh ga kemana kok"</span></i><br />
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Gila ga sih wise banget gw, kesambet jin iprit kali ya "kalau jodoh ga kemana..." lah emang bener dong kalau dia emang digariskan oleh Penguasa langit dan bumi buat jadi jodoh gw maka terjadilah, kalau belum ya maka belumlah :')<br />
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well ayo kita lihat apakah proses taaruf ini berjalan dengan lancar...<br />
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<br />Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-62590429664286167112013-02-04T20:09:00.002-08:002013-02-04T20:09:59.576-08:00Tuhan masih sayang<i>"Kesehatan itu mahal harganya"</i><br />
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Masih berasa kok rasanya lemes, demam sampai harus diopname selama seminggu gara-gara trombosit yang turun dan amandel yang kanan kiri udah membengkak sampai nempel. Kebayang selama di RS, Neraka udah menganga di depan muka gw. Serem kan bok!</div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999;">Ga bertenaga untuk nonton</span></div>
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Setelah seminggu berkelana di ranjang RS yang dingin dan menyeramkan, akhirnya gw diijinkan pulang, dengan catatan harus kembali kontrol 3 hari setelah di rawat di rumah. Cobaan datang lagi, pagi ketika dengan riang gembira akan pergi ke kantor tiba-tiba motor yang gw kendarai selip waktu mau nyalip truck.. dan ambruk lah gw dengan backsound <i>"Better Man"</i> dari Robbie Williams. </div>
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Tuhan masih sayang banget sama gw, tubuh gw tepat di samping truck besar gagah perkasa, hanya celana bahan panjang yang sobek dan kaki kiri yang terasa nyeri-ngilu, berusaha bangkit ditolong warga sekitar. </div>
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<br />Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-45341484114196470102013-01-02T08:55:00.002-08:002013-01-02T08:55:58.787-08:00Mengandung Alkohol +/- 4,9%"Merayakan tahun baru, untuk apa?" - dosen pembimbing waktu kuliah dulu<br />
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Saya gak merayakan tahun baru, saat semuanya pada ketawa ketiwi di beranda rumah, saya terlelap tidur...<br />
Sambil menuju nyenyaknya tidur sambil melukin guling, saya mengucap syukur betapa di tahun 2012 beberapa hal yang sangat saya inginkan bisa terjadi dalam hidup saya, diijinkan oleh Tuhan untuk beneran terjadi. Disamping itu Tuhan juga mengijinkan hal-hal yang saya gak pingin dan saya ga suka juga terjadi dalam hidup saya.. Komplit!<br />
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Saya masih suka menangis di jalan sepulang kerja, bukan karena dimarahin bos yah... bos saya sangat baik.<br />
saya menangis... seandainya seseorang yang saya sayang selama tahun 2011 hingga awal 2012 masih ada disini... saya bisa cerita semuanya yang terjadi dalam satu hari ke dia. Hati saya masih sangat lemah.<br />
Saya terkadang mengutukinya, menyalahkannya kenapa pergi sangat cepat, meninggalkan saya yang semakin hari semakin gemuk, dia pasti suka.<br />
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Rokok terakhir, gelas beer terakhir, sudah jam 12 tanggal 3 Januari 2012...<br />
Perutku kapan kempesnya, celana 32ku kapan bisa muatnya lagi?<br />
Kangen ketawa ngakak sampe mau beranak.<br />
Kangen kamu yang bikin aku gemuk tapi kita ga mungkin bisa ketemu lagi, udah beda dimensi<br />
Kangen kamu juga yang bikin aku kurus, kita masih bisa ketemu... Rumah kita kan ga terlalu jauh... but im not your type :)<br />
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<br />Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-60651066467881400932012-11-23T11:25:00.000-08:002012-11-23T11:25:44.300-08:00Toy Friend<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: purple;">That's what my boss told me when we have one to one session after my 3 months probation at my new office..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: purple;">She was right i just cant make all people happy, no one could... </span></div>
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Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-15457852047091196592012-11-23T11:02:00.002-08:002012-11-23T11:02:27.053-08:00In the name of Stiletto<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3;">Looking for moodbooster.. here we go.. Kazaky...</span><br />
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<i><span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3;"><b>"Kazaky</b> (also known as <b>The Boys in Heels</b>) is a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ukrainians" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Ukrainians">Ukrainian</a> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armenia" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Armenia">armenia</a> <a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Italian_people" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Italian people">Italian</a> all-male <a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dance_group" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Dance group">dance group</a>, made up originally of Kyryll Fedorenko, Artur Gaspar, Stas Pavlov and Oleg Zhezhel. In August 2011, Pavlov left the group and was replaced by <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francesco_Borgato" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Francesco Borgato">Francesco Borgato</a>.</span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3;"><i style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.200000762939453px;">Assembled in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kiev" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Kiev">Kiev</a> by Zhezhel, a <a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Choreographer" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Choreographer">choreographer</a>, the group has released several songs which have become popular on <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YouTube" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="YouTube">YouTube</a>. The group confronts gender norms by fusing masculine and feminine attributes together, most notably by regularly wearing <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stiletto_heel" style="background-image: none; text-decoration: initial;" title="Stiletto heel">stiletto heels</a>." <a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_456717656">(</a></i><span style="line-height: 19.200000762939453px;"><span style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kazaky)">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kazaky)</a></i></span></span></span></div>
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Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-166023269379470312011-07-11T09:55:00.000-07:002011-07-11T10:22:45.205-07:00Yang Kewong Yang Kewooong<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTPsHd3Bjxm-tvdx60wzjsUDAMZ1WKr0A8BqGQUXG4xzMltQCIF7revpsTLkJ6utL6jZ_Rbldlq0JfdsJ2Q9urtFyT1GwuDM4qyW5CJagVx3JXSQ4_2YOamNdZBzjkWc_amWckAtT5TGlL/s1600/IMG00910.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTPsHd3Bjxm-tvdx60wzjsUDAMZ1WKr0A8BqGQUXG4xzMltQCIF7revpsTLkJ6utL6jZ_Rbldlq0JfdsJ2Q9urtFyT1GwuDM4qyW5CJagVx3JXSQ4_2YOamNdZBzjkWc_amWckAtT5TGlL/s320/IMG00910.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5628140075076423186" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />Finally one of my besties get married, schedule on list udah dari berbulan-bulan yang lalu diwajibkan hadir, haram hukumnya untuk tidak menghadiri acara pernikahannya, semua sudah dipersiapkan, tatanan make up, dress, hingga piala bergilir...<br /><br />Iyah piala bergilir ini memang sudah kita rencanakan di tahun-tahun awal persahabatan kita, dulu sih belum bener-bener kepikiran bakal nikah sama siapa, sekarang semua udah mulai sibuk dan ribut hunting yang terbaik untuk diajak ke KUA..<br /><br />Gw yang kebagian tugas membawa piala dari semarang ke jakarta - dari rumah menuju tempat resepsi, memandangi tulisan yang ada di piala<span style="font-style: italic;"> "Love is when two imperfect people come together to form something perfect" </span>lalu gw balik ke sisi lain dari piala itu terukir nama besties dan pasangannya diurutan pertama. Jadi senyum-senyum sendiri membayangkan nama gw dan mr.bear bakal terukir disitu, jadi diurutan yang keberapa yaaaah hihihi..<br /><br />ay.. nikah ay<br /></div>Tante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7262392267987576327.post-63808222885576199642011-03-07T01:41:00.000-08:002011-03-07T01:52:59.144-08:00my first type on 2011 better be late than neverWow its 2011 already!! Happy new year!!<br />Hahaha its been 3 months since new year eve and here I am.. I'm in semarang again finishing my undone business.. guess what? Hell yeah ur rite! My skripsi!!! <br />so many story I really want to share here, but since I'm not a good writer so just leave them behind :p<br /><br />Now I have a plan mmm to be exact I have had a plan on year years a go but never finish it :p so my plan now is more realistic, it's to finish all myy unfinish plan and resolution<br />I really thank god have a wonderful friend who keep supporting me to do my skripsi and have my hulk now who realy care me a lot (I guess so :P)<br />So.. sitting at the coffee shop write it down while listening to lite jazzy music make me relax and feel sleepy.. I'm taking off now.. c u next time <br /><br />With love<br />TantegadisTante Gadishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11337049459238735740noreply@blogger.com0