new year is coming!

merry christmas beautiful people! what santa gave you for christmas this year? me naked hot man under the xmas tree... no i lie

so we are counting down to the new year, ga berasa ya bok 2013 udah dilaluin dengan segala rutinitas yang ada, pekerjaan, persahabatan, pergebetan yang ga sampe sampe jadi pacar, one night stand with stranger, broken heart, laugh and tears... ah all of that stuff just make us become stronger right?

im starting to list down my wishes or bahasa kerennya new year resolution for 2014.. while im getting old  i need to prepare my future seriously... i dont want to focus on "searching for mr.right" anymore. so please remind me if i feel so blue because of my single status hahaha.. f!

focus on work and how to get me back on my shape is way more important i think..

so happy listing down your resolution for 2014.. remember a new year means welcoming new age and fucking wringkles hahahaha

cheers

Bull bull Bully!!!!

How to banish bullying actually? we just can't avoid it, i mean everywhere there must be a guy with these attitude... 

"No body but u your self can destroy your life" my boss once told me after this horrible guy at the office try to make a joke by mocking me on how the way i walk... 

Been there done that shit like whole of my life. What he did to me, bring back my memories to school environment where kids still haven't got any knowledge about how to treat and respect another. 

I thought i can handle it, i mean been there situation like much.. so i think i can taking care and control my emotion but dude am just human with dynamic emotion over here... i have such a limitation of patience and understanding... it starts from a joke and then it turns to humiliated me. 

Some people are sensitive, over sensitive, some others have no sensitivity nor empathy. Then i feel sorry for them. 

I don't know how to react, but feeling anger and sad, like very sad.

But then what we can do, can we do something to banish bullying especially in our society?

as i remember there's this word of life "treating others the way you want to be treated"

Evening Tears

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see in everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you've cried
They're ending right here
I'll heal your hardened soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don’t worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need
You're everything
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

No one else would ever do
I've got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it's true
I love you
I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me
You're all I need

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

-David Choi... By My Side-

If you read this, where ever you are even ur in heaven or hell maybe... i miss you really much

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Happy Weekend my dear...

How's life treat you? Been a week after quite busy working days, finally touch down the weekend...
I'm trying this coffee shop near my house, hmm quite cozy, but maybe the smoking area is very very deserted, kinda lonesome there... so after finished my 4th cigar i went down for the lil bit crowd on lower ground.. Well at least there're 5 people here with the baristas. Duh gw jadi pengen buka Cafe deeeh kalo gini.. Cafe yang homy trus nuansa oldies gitu yah jadi kayak Our's Cafe dulu jaman di Semarang, trus gw tambahin salon or maybe spa

anyway i start doing yoga since last week, i attended twice last week and i feel bliss... I dont know much about Yoga, but like i said, i feel bliss, so calm, relax, and get what i think my body need... I join the Hatha Yoga twice and curious about more class

i Visited this site http://www.poweryoga.com/power-yoga-basics/ it says
"The fact is, we're all different: different faces, shapes, sizes, personalities, etc.... We all shouldn't have and can't have the same bodies. Our life experiences and genetic dispositions make us different. Real health and vitality comes when we stop comparing and competing with each other, and start listening to the voice within that tells us what we need. We don't need to have the "best body;" we need to have our own body. By turning off the controlling mind, we can finally listen to the innate wisdom that waits to be heard."

Cant wait for the next class...

Namaste

It's to complete not to compete

a friend at work suddenly came to my cubical this day, have a little chit-chat and then he told me

"i came to work to complete not to compete"

Nothing i said but smile, wide smile, and in my heart i said glorious to those words! 

It back remind me that Slow baby Slow, Take it Slow... Enjoy, feel it... like a beat, like a rhythm of a music.