i called it FUN

bener2 iseng buat something for my birthday's friends..

this one i made for caca's bday last month.. jadinya huahaha... kayak foto pengeboom hotel j.w marriot ;[ but its so FUN to make it!!



this second one i made for nyayu's bday, i wasnt alone when made this, my bff ubur and putri was involved to make this one when we get sleepover at putri's house.. much much better then d first one hahaha



and the last i made for putri's bday, just an hours ago!! ugh its not maximum bad i think, coz im not in d mood, tired, just recovered from my f***n influenza but its still FUN!!



its FUN FUN FUN n FUN... saking FUNnya ni mata masih blom bisa ketutup padahal I HAVE CLASS @7.30 ugh... dan padahal lagi niatnya mau nge-jogging jam 5 ini.. mustahiiil bin mustajaab...

time to landing

after all this terrible silly heart issue, dampaknya cukup "a-waw".. gw yang udah coba berenti buat ngerokok dalam waktu setengah tahun ini, saking stressnya karna mikirin tuh pria memutuskan untuk membeli satu bungkus rokok mentol isi 20 dan udah kayak lokomotiiif gaaaak berenti berenti ngepulin asap.. sampe ni kepala pusiiing.. yes u'r rite im so silly n stupid.. whats wrong with me...
sweet Geez i need a counselor!

anyway.. yang sekarang terlintas dipikiran gw adalah fixing my broken heart.. ayoo hariii kembalii benahi hidupmu!!! cukup cukup nangisnya dan cukuuup dengan urusan pria itu,,, cukup sehari saja kau stressnya...
back to my diet program, back to my gym schedule, and please stop from that ash-smoke-cigar!!! and do your Skripsiiiii!

apakah pria itu sama dengan rokok yang membahayakan dan sama dengan skripsi yang membuat pusing kepala?

sama-sama tidak baik untuk kesehatan..
yang satu tidak baik untuk kesehatan jasmani yang satu tidak baik untuk kesehatan mental!!

yeah gw sekarang lagi terombang ambiing.. la nause.. nausea..Übelkeit.. muak.. mual.. i need to landing from this dizzy "love trip"

Ok.. i Quit!

September 6th I decided to stop..
Stop thinking of him.
Its hard, its difficult but d more I think of him d more I get hurt. d more I put my hope on him d more I get involved in a terrible heart case. Because he hung me over in some dark place I never knew.
He should know it, he should know it.. Yes he should know 'bout my feeling or should i scream it loud??
and now d part tht i hate is when I'm blaming into my self, of my physical, of my silly sissyish behavior. darn it!
There's nothing more I could do..
I give up yes I give up..
Its too hurt..
Its too hard..
I really thank full for d last 4 month I knew you.. I've learned how to hv deep feeling into someone, i've got through each day by thinking n hoping that u've same on me too.. But till now, I get unclear statement from you.
I'm really thank full because by knowing you, I can feel this feeling

aw kena peletnya zac efron

I love this guy since high school musical, then hairspray & now 17again!! udah pengen bgt nonton film ini sejak liat traillernya on E! sialnya waktu udah tayang di jakarta, gw lg ga bisa balik ;(
Thank God keturutan juga sekarang nonton.
aw kesemsem si zac

I'm a falling in love flower

kalo tante gadis jatuh cinta...
let me be your beautiful flower n u'll b my bee..
flo' akan tetap di taman yang sama walau bee terbang kesana kemari menghinggapi flower2 yg lain makan ati sih, tp mo gmn lg flo falling in love with bee siiih ;p